It’s the second night of the conference. I wish I had more confidence so that I could be dancing right now. See… they throw a big party on the 2nd night and everyone is dancing. And I am loving the music but I’m so fucking self conscious that I can’t let myself go and actually dance and enjoy it. fucking sucks. I am looking at some of these people and they don’t care how stupid they look or who sees them jumping around, waving their arms about like an idiot. I want to be able to do that.
Goal: next year I dance.